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here goes my resolutions...

It's been awhile since my last post. Well its never my intention to blog everyday anyway, but i do really leave this page unattended for quiet sometimes didn't i? - my bad. Since it's almost New Year, its not acceptable if i dont write something down to record a piece of my resolutions.

To be honest instead of typing my resolutions, i was really more into typing a rundown of my life in 2011. Write a little flashback of how I got through every month. But as I typed January 2011, there’s nothing I can think of. My memory of January is literally not there, not in my brain anymore. Tragic really. My eyes were teary. I feel that as a young blood - i failed BIG TIME!

As a human, memory is the only thing left from yesterday. There are plenty of reasons why we should keep memory safe. I dont have to explain, you know why, i know why, everyone knows why. But sometimes you just forget about that particular day and it kills you inside that you can't remember. (Speaking of it, I'm still dying here, trying to recall what happened in january)

So maybe with this, I can actually write my resolutions for 2012.
Nothing big, nothing fancy, nothing extraordinary. Here goes:

"I promise myself, that I will record everything that happen in my life, from small to big, from tragedy to triumph, from zero to hero, everything. Will try my best to not even miss the thinnest moment of my life – not a chance – not even a split seconds of my time!"

I wanna hold precious of those moments, because they will not come around twice.
And i hope y'all will do the same :)

Have a very warm and loveliest New Year with your loved ones :)

X,
DU 

[MARI BELAJAR BERBAHASA LOMBOK YANG JOROK]


Nora de Vega : Auk itu iya artinya  
Ducia : WAKAKAKAKA Koq mirip anjing se bahasa lombok, ada yg maik-maik juga , kayak anjing barusan dilempar sendal
Nora de vega : hahahahahahha ada yang mirip kambing pisan, kembek2
ducia : WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA
Nora de Vega : Basong
Nora de Vega : Ubek itu opo yoo
Nora de Vega : Pelacur roso e
Erinna Gunawan : Taen basong.. Taen teleeeeeee
Erinna Gunawan : =))
Ducia : Basong kan anjing
Erinna Gunawan : Hahahahahaha
Nora de Vega : Bohhh side
Nora de Vega : Anjing itu boh
ducia : Oh
Nora de Vega : Boh bisa
Erinna Gunawan : Wah2
ducia : BAHASA APA INI !!
Nora de Vega : Bohh!
ducia : ANEH SKALI
ducia : CACAT
Nora de Vega : Hahahahahahahahahaa
ducia : ANJING MASA BOHH
Erinna Gunawan : Sasaakk
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakakkakakaa
ducia : Bohhhhh, h nya disemport kluar, kyk abab
ducia : Hihihi
ducia : Nora hrs ajarin bahasa lombok
Nora de Vega : Hahahahahahahha
Nora de Vega : Boohhhhh
ducia : Bahasa sasak hak pacu itu apaa lg coba?
Erinna Gunawan : Opo maneh hak pacu?
ducia : HAHAHAHAHAHA
Nora de Vega : Belajar bahas sasak dengan benar
Nora de Vega : Wakakakakkakakakakakakhahaha
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakkakkakkaakkakaaa
Erinna Gunawan : =))
ducia : Koq ga ad kemiripan ya
ducia : Hak pacu -_-
Nora de Vega : Hak pacuan side itu yang beneran kamuu
ducia : Side itu kamu?
Nora de Vega : Aukk
ducia : Aq bacanya side kyk side bule
Nora de Vega : Side itu kamu
Nora de Vega : Kalo aku biasa e saya, ato kalo mau alus dikit tiang
Nora de Vega : Lol
Erinna Gunawan : Boh side
Erinna Gunawan : Tiang??
Nora de Vega : Wakakakakakkahahaa
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakakakkaakakaka
ducia :  HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHA
Nora de Vega : Tainteleeee kanak ene
Erinna Gunawan : Wakaaaakakakkaa
Erinna Gunawan : Boh side -> jd kyk Both side
ducia : Iyo bahaha
Erinna Gunawan : =))
ducia : Untung kmu ngmg side itu kamu
Erinna Gunawan : Hak pacu itu lain pol y
Erinna Gunawan : Sm maik2
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakakkakakaka
Nora de Vega : Iy bahasa daerah wesan iku
Erinna Gunawan : Hak veto
Nora de Vega : Hahahahahahaha
Nora de Vega : Maikk lalokkkk
Nora de Vega : Enak bangettt
Erinna Gunawan : LOL
ducia : Wakakkakakaka
ducia : Lg having sex "auk auk! Maik lalokkkk sideee"
ducia : WAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA
Nora de Vega : Hahahahahahahaa
Nora de Vega : Huahauahauaahahahahahahahahahhahaahahaa
Erinna Gunawan : Lol!!
Nora de Vega : Aku nguakakk
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakakkakaakkakakakakakkakaa
Nora de Vega : huhauahahahahahahahahahahaa
ducia : Aku juga sampe bergetar!!!!
Deasy Sudiro : Wth? Hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha
Deasy Sudiro : Duc duc LOL
Erinna Gunawan : Lebih lucu itu nor yg dpajangg
ducia : Wahahahahahaha
Erinna Gunawan : Aku jg ngakak
ducia : LOL
Nora de Vega : Iy2
Erinna Gunawan : Wkakakkakakakakaa
ducia : Nora ngajarnya yg jorok2!
Nora de Vega : Itu ae seng tak pajang
Nora de Vega : Huahauahahahahahhaha
Nora de Vega : Smp kluar aer mataa
Nora de Vega : LOLLL
Erinna Gunawan : Iyaaa gurunya ini nda beneerrr
Nora de Vega : Spupuku dr lombok langsung bb akuu
Nora de Vega : Ngakak de e
Nora de Vega : Lucu kata e
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakkakakakakakakkaa
Nora de Vega : Smp kringeten leherku
Erinna Gunawan : Wakakakkakakakkakakakakakaka
Erinna Gunawan : Ktawa2 d salon nti dipikir gila side
ducia : HAHAHAHAHA
 

ARE YOU LISTENING?

Mind is occupied.
Its not mine.
I have no trouble sleeping.
Im altogether fine.

I just can't resist the theory.
It's creeping in.
Everything is commonsense.

Hear fluctuation of my breathing
Last Inhalation of Air
Try to hold it still.......


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Keep one's ears open.

space between the air and the soil.

I feel whole, unbreakable, and powerful.
A glimpse of woe memory will always be memory, till i let it emerge.
As the chanting beats of purified heart thumped quietly in fear.
I slowly hear voice so gentle like an agenda of my tantrums.
Reminds me of my reminiscing heart longing for steady path of humanity.
Caved in to the predominant hands and leaning on to the oath of the almighty.
Let me then walk and be gone from this eden to the space between the air and the soil.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I CAN'T WAIT TO FINALLY GRADUATED FROM BACHELOR OF COMMUNICATION DESIGN :) - PERHAPS MASTER DEGREE TO FOLLOW OR SIMPLY OPENING A BUSINESS OF MY OWN! EITHER WAY IM DETERMINED TO FINISH WHATS AHEAD OF ME FIRST - MY VERY LAST SEMESTER! BRING IT ON BEBEH!

 

Greetings.

In about 5 more days we all going to leave this boring - lifeless 2010, and walking together in strong faith and hope,that 2011 will turn our life around. Becoming better, better than ever! and i hope that everyone i know will put together their life expectation higher than ever! Because I AM DAMN SURE GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE DIFFERENTLY! because what 2010 gave me now was just a tiny room inside my heart, you can hardly breathe inside,...im moving forward, eager to be a better person, a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend, a better girlfriend, and a better student.

make sure on the 1st of january 2011 (1-1-11) You're becoming a whole new person, doing things you always wanted but never could, or just simply do new things. bottom line is change yourself, be a better person, leave all the regret, and move forward. change is good sometimes... and on this beautiful date 1-1-11 make sure you're doing beautiful things too :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :)

 

 

content.

its lazy saturday. listening to jazz and 80's.
the wind breeze easy. i'm under control.
everything is in its place. i'm where i should be.

 

Great Romantic

Hey, so you threw your heart right in
and it turned out less than perfect
a losing streak is starting in your mind
you let yourself believe the pain

its never going to be worth itdon't beat yourself up
know that you were never wrong for wishful thinking
So now that you've lost the battle 
should we just cross out your name and let you sink? 

You've got me feeling like the last surviving great romantic,
Just stop the dreaming and the world stops spinning around
You feel foolish cos love never turns out like you planned it 
stop believing and the world stops letting you down.

So you had to let it go
it clearly wasn't working
new love leaves you trembling
you hide behind the door
so unsure of what you used to know
so now you think your every move ten steps ahead
and you are frozen
 
caught inside yourself
You're drowning as the anger overflows....